Source of Inspiration

I'm not really a crazy K-Pop fan but this doesn't mean that i dislike K-Pop. There's a boys' group that I've known for about 4 or 5 years----BIGBANG! I don't really have any concern about this group but recently I'm in love with BIGBANG especially G-Dragon after I watched ep250 running man. I tried to search for all sorts of videos about them (mostly GD) no matter which year the videos were uploaded. I could spend whole day sitting on the sofa and watching these videos. (I'm totally amazed by myself haha)

By comparing old videos and latest videos, of course BIGBANG'S members have grown up and become more mature. Each of them play different roles in the group. A normal life that a young child/teenager has will be like studying, playing, hanging around with friends etc.... but for artists, they have to work really hard to achieve their dreams. There's a saying goes like this, " no pain no gain". Even though they sacrifice a lot of things for their goals but I'm pretty sure they are satisfied and no regret for what they have today.

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Among the 5 members, I admire GD more due to his passion for his work. I just realized how talented you are. For every music that he produced, I'm sure he put a lot of efforts in it to make it perfect. For me, he is a determined person. The courage that he has after been through all the disasters really impressive.

I did a video shooting before and it took few hours to finish under the hot sun. It was really exhausting. So for them, being an idol isn't easy especially their busy schedules. Honestly, he has become my role model. :)

PS: ABOVE IS JUST MY OPINIONS ABOUT HIM. TAKE IT WITH NORMAL         HEART. :)

I'm 21st now and I keep telling myself to live differently from the past. I want to be a better me but still I'm so lost. Time flies... I wonder how would my future be like. Am I able to do what I like? And most important question is what are the things I like? What's my goal? What's my dream? Am i going to regret for what I have chosen? I never have a deep thought on these...

He is also known as a fashion icon due to his styling. (There's no doubt that I really like his styles)

大胆的穿 大胆的SHOW 自信的走！

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NOTE: Maybe some people will think that the entertainment world is so complicated and not to believe whatever that is shown. Some variety shows might being rehearse and those might not be their real personalities, but for now, I believe what I see from him---G-Dragon!

Friendship

Friendship is a gift of life and I have received it. Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. A true friend isn't the one who says sweet words to you but the one who will criticize you, laugh at your stupid mistakes and make you embarrassed, be with you whenever you need a listener, no awkward feeling although it has been ages since your last catch up... ... A true friend understands your mind and thoughts without you saying a single word. Honestly, I'm very lucky to have this kind of FRIENDS in my life. 

These are the people I love and we've known each other for more than 7 years and still counting. We argued, quarreled, hate, ignored, annoyed each other but these can't and never set us apart! Words can't describe the bonds between each and everyone of us. We treasure every gathering and time we spend together. Girls, there's alaways something that I wanna do together with you all----- TRAVEL. It's hard to manage the time but let's make this possible!

It has been so long that we do not have a gathering or picture that has everyone in. I miss y'all!

Besides, since I further my studies in KL after form 5, thank God for putting this bunch of people in my life. Without them, I would be so lonely when away from hometown. They filled my life with joy and laughter, make me know more about God. They showed me their kindness and caring, accept my weakness. The first person I need to thank is my cg leader. She never gives up on me even though i might disappoint her sometimes. I will try my best to become a better Jessie!

我会向你们敞开我的心. 我想要在你们面前也能做会自己 , 毕竟无意的伪装也实在辛苦.（虽然不懂几时才能 但我会尽量）