One Day Trip

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog. Finally exam was over and I've done with my Sem 5. 
I went to Tadom Hill Resort last week. It was not a luxurious place but it's kinda peaceful there. It was a really good opportunity for me to get away from the city, away from the busy and hectic life. I was so close to the nature, looking up to the sky, playing in the water like a happy kid. But.... a friendly reminder- apply sun block as much as you can because....I've become darker and got sunburnt too!Anyway, it was fun and memorable. Ohh! tell you what, I jumped down from a rouhly 3m high bamboo bridge! Where did i get the courage from? haha!

fighting?

rafting or posing? *of course it's the first one*

Take a break

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#YOLO

2 months sem break has just passed. I have spent my time with YOLO gang (new gang created with YOLO people) and my besties. They have made my holidays meaningful. They are more than just friends to me. They have become part of my family. Thank God for putting them in my life, giving us the opportunities to know each other. 

These are my brothers and sisters in Christ:

  BBQ session

Great bonding time @Marina Island after McD 

happy kids.

My friends are cooler than yours. #SWAG

Grandma birthday celebration

灰色的心情

我发现当人慢慢长大之后就变得越来越害怕孤单，寂寞。以前我认为“孤单”这个词和我扯
不上关系。我一个人也是可以过得充实，过得很好。。。 但渐渐地我发现我开始害怕孤单。请问这样是不是变老的symptom?我到底要的是什么，要过什么样的生活我始终搞不清楚。我的目标又是什么？一个人没了目标就没了动力。我开始迷茫了。。有时会后悔自己选的这条道路。我的将来会和我想象的一样吗？我有能力去实现我要的生活吗？想象和去做是不一样的。。我所想象的不会只在童话故事里出现吧？几年前我对自己的选择后悔过，直到现在我还是不能放下。。那一次的确让我伤得不轻。。那种挫败感让我身心灵都疲惫。

朋友的gathering我曾经missed过很多次 也不觉得有什么。。最大的原因是我不想麻烦mummy甚至朋友来载不会开车的我（我超怕麻烦到人的）。不知从什么时候开始我很想找时间聚一聚，喝喝茶什么的。。我希望我们有更多的时间相处，因为我总觉得我们好像有很多事没做。现在大家在不同的地方读书，时间上就更加难配合了。现在我珍惜每一次和你们的聚会。目前为止我记忆中最怀念的memories是中学时期，现在想起来我们在一起做的事还不够多呢哈哈！有很多事用言语是没办法形容的，就好像我对她们的感觉是没办法完全表达。。只能说一切尽在不言中。。。我的朋友很多 但能够让我敞开心的也只有她们。在她们面前我很自由，很自在，甚至可以不顾形象变得很丑。七年以上的友情却是不容易。。一起经历的挫折，流过的汗水和泪水，这一些也更加巩固了我们的友情。孤单的时候多希望能见一见你们      伤心难过的时候想抱一抱你们，大哭一场。。YEAHH! HARI RAYA COMING SOON WHICH MEANS WE'RE GONNA MEET UP SOON. I'M WAITING FOR Y'ALL TO COME BACK!

最近这几天，那两姐妹一直突袭我的家，“绑架”我。也多亏了她们我的假期没有白过。我们可以颓废地过一整天，也可以很突然地说走就走。跟她们一起什么事都能做。。我们很随性但并不随便。这个假期过完了又要等到几时才能见。。

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Source of Inspiration

I'm not really a crazy K-Pop fan but this doesn't mean that i dislike K-Pop. There's a boys' group that I've known for about 4 or 5 years----BIGBANG! I don't really have any concern about this group but recently I'm in love with BIGBANG especially G-Dragon after I watched ep250 running man. I tried to search for all sorts of videos about them (mostly GD) no matter which year the videos were uploaded. I could spend whole day sitting on the sofa and watching these videos. (I'm totally amazed by myself haha)

By comparing old videos and latest videos, of course BIGBANG'S members have grown up and become more mature. Each of them play different roles in the group. A normal life that a young child/teenager has will be like studying, playing, hanging around with friends etc.... but for artists, they have to work really hard to achieve their dreams. There's a saying goes like this, " no pain no gain". Even though they sacrifice a lot of things for their goals but I'm pretty sure they are satisfied and no regret for what they have today.

photo taken from website

Among the 5 members, I admire GD more due to his passion for his work. I just realized how talented you are. For every music that he produced, I'm sure he put a lot of efforts in it to make it perfect. For me, he is a determined person. The courage that he has after been through all the disasters really impressive.

I did a video shooting before and it took few hours to finish under the hot sun. It was really exhausting. So for them, being an idol isn't easy especially their busy schedules. Honestly, he has become my role model. :)

PS: ABOVE IS JUST MY OPINIONS ABOUT HIM. TAKE IT WITH NORMAL         HEART. :)

I'm 21st now and I keep telling myself to live differently from the past. I want to be a better me but still I'm so lost. Time flies... I wonder how would my future be like. Am I able to do what I like? And most important question is what are the things I like? What's my goal? What's my dream? Am i going to regret for what I have chosen? I never have a deep thought on these...

He is also known as a fashion icon due to his styling. (There's no doubt that I really like his styles)

大胆的穿 大胆的SHOW 自信的走！

All photos taken from website

NOTE: Maybe some people will think that the entertainment world is so complicated and not to believe whatever that is shown. Some variety shows might being rehearse and those might not be their real personalities, but for now, I believe what I see from him---G-Dragon!

Friendship

Friendship is a gift of life and I have received it. Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light. A true friend isn't the one who says sweet words to you but the one who will criticize you, laugh at your stupid mistakes and make you embarrassed, be with you whenever you need a listener, no awkward feeling although it has been ages since your last catch up... ... A true friend understands your mind and thoughts without you saying a single word. Honestly, I'm very lucky to have this kind of FRIENDS in my life. 

These are the people I love and we've known each other for more than 7 years and still counting. We argued, quarreled, hate, ignored, annoyed each other but these can't and never set us apart! Words can't describe the bonds between each and everyone of us. We treasure every gathering and time we spend together. Girls, there's alaways something that I wanna do together with you all----- TRAVEL. It's hard to manage the time but let's make this possible!

It has been so long that we do not have a gathering or picture that has everyone in. I miss y'all!

Besides, since I further my studies in KL after form 5, thank God for putting this bunch of people in my life. Without them, I would be so lonely when away from hometown. They filled my life with joy and laughter, make me know more about God. They showed me their kindness and caring, accept my weakness. The first person I need to thank is my cg leader. She never gives up on me even though i might disappoint her sometimes. I will try my best to become a better Jessie!

我会向你们敞开我的心. 我想要在你们面前也能做会自己 , 毕竟无意的伪装也实在辛苦.（虽然不懂几时才能 但我会尽量）

21st Birthday Celebration

It's kinda late to post because i was too busy with my finals papers. Now I'm free from those papers and able to sit down to update my blog. YIPPIE! Hmm... let's start with my 21st birthday celebration with my dearest friends. It was a pretty simple yet meaningful celebrations together with my love ones. No parties, no clubbings on my 21st birthday because they are just too mainstream. :) 
All i want is just the moment we spent together, chit-chatting and gossip-ing, not those grand stuffs and celebrations. I appreciate all the surprises you all had prepared for me. Time flies and I'm now 21st. Happy to say I'm an adult now but sad thing is I'm getting older and older. :'( I have been through ups and downs and these make me become stronger and tougher. I hope there's a time machine for me to get back to high school life. You might think that I'm ridiculous but I can't just erase all those memories and happiest moment in my life. Don't worry, life has to go on and I'll keep moving forward.
From now on, I'll enjoy my life to the fullest! WORK HARD, PLAY HARDER! 

#throwback#090594#lifeisfullofsurprises

YPT 94T

Unable to meet up with everyone but at least still have 3 of you

Pretty Babes! My beautiful gems

A Weekend Getaway

It's time to back to reality, busy schedules, tons of work to complete before the final week of school. Hmm... It's okay! All of these don't really matter because what's important was the CAMP!! 
It was a quite successful camp organised by us except the bus driver part. Just ignore that!  New relationships, new bonds were formed between juniors and seniors throughout the camp. It wouldn't be so fun without all of you. Thanks for making it wonderful and memorable. :) We couldn't complete the activities on the last day of camp due to the tiredness of our bodies after hiking. Anyway, it's still an amazing camp for us.

Campfire

*not many photos being taken during the night and this was snapped by my friend*

View from the first peak of Broga Hill

Hiking at 5.30am just for this, SUNRISE!

Beginning Of 2015

Happy New Year everyone!! I have a great start of 2015. First time joining new year countdown in Malacca with KL church members. They are awesome people! :) We played, we laughed, we shared throughout the trip. It was a great and fun bonding session with them. Hope you guys have a great year ahead. God bless!

Day 1: New Year Countdown at A Famosa resort

Day 2: A Famosa Water park

Day 2: Dinner buffet before heading back to KL